In response the many, many enquiries as to where Fio and Arrietty were in the original post, just for fun, here’s the edit ^^
LOL I like how Arrietty is mini’d.
I’m starting to regret. I have a sinking feeling. Just what have I been doing all these years…? I feel a bit disappointed.
(via imgTumble)Meanwhile at the northern Water Tribe.
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via kazaime (originally keepcalmandtraveltheworld)
tagged: avatar the last airbender, the last airbender,
Thank you god
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Last week, I washed a car poorly once. I got my driver’s license about over a month ago. I don’t drive or park perfectly yet.
WHERE does the above show I have experience and that I’m qualified for a full-time job washing cars and parking them out front…?! Yes, believe in yourself but also know your limits.
-and YES woman, you *CAN* be wrong about something.
You’re born alone and You die alone.
This is an often-used statement/dialogue, but it seems fitting for a summarized description of my current thoughts…
*Does this apply to twins…?*
Troubled Mind.
Fuck, I just want to drop everything. I’m lost and i don’t know what to do.
I am… Having trouble transitioning into the ‘real world’. Every single person around me is focused solely on money, money, money, money, money. Is that the only thing people see when they think of the ‘future’? I’m sure this post appears naive to anyone reading this… but… how bland.
This “real world”, or “grownup life”… Do you really only go through years of paying bills and growing elderly old? To me, sometimes… i dont know… That’s comparable to waiting to die.
I’ve only just turned 19. Some of my friends have already passed away. Shouldn’t you at least get to be able to do things you love to do before it’s the end of the line?
People say to enjoy your life because life is short. After school, you’re almost expected to dedicate the next part of your life to working and making money. For them, life is money. HOW in the world do you do that if you’re like me and don’t care for being rich? What if you don’t find enjoyment in making money…? I don’t want to “live to work”. Not for this negative, hateful, judgmental society.
I’ve noticed a pattern with my family. Noone really enjoys anything. Compared to me, it seems as if they have no hobbies, no dreams. They don’t have things they love to do. I love to dance. I love music. I like to play sports and exercise. I love anime, games, storylines, adventures.
How does a person like me fit into a society where people don’t give a shit about you, expect you (who is also replaceable with another person) to work like a machine, and only care for money, etc… go about without losing his personality, his interests, hobbies, dreams, goals, life, sanity? I don’t want to lose myself. Not to money… But I honestly see no other option.
I LIKE TO SLEEP. I LIKE TO EAT. Can someone recommend me a job where I can do that? I almost envy sloths. They don’t have to deal with this
Hate.
Tonight is the first night in about three years where I can’t sleep. I can’t stop thinking about the position I’m in. I hate my job… It is stressful as fuck. It’s way too fast for me, and I get scolded/rudely told off because I “work too slow”. It’s not even that I work too slow, it’s that there is way too much to do in the small amount of time given to me. If I rush and don’t care what my sushi looks like, I can produce the amount they want me to make… But it looks like crap. I then get told off to make it look better. If I DON’T rush, my sushi looks nice… But I get behind schedule. My supervisor who doesn’t speak perfect English doesn’t help the situation.
This is my first job and I can see my speed is causing trouble for them. They also give me the option to leave within a few weeks if it feels the job is not for me. I’d love to take that option and quit…BUT my mom happened to sign me up for car insurance without consulting me. I don’t even have my own car yet… Are you serious.
The problem with car insurance is that i need to stay employed for at least six months, I can’t quit my job unless I find another, and if I DO quit my job (reminder:I despise it), car insurance will be taken away from me and i’ll have bad credit which follows me for the rest of my life. Fuck this all. Not only that, this happens to be my first job… I might get fired if i cant work faster. I’m in a pinch. Im moving as fast as i can without straining my arm. It’ll be even more tough getting future jobs without staying longer. I don’t want a bad reference. It’s only been a month too.
My aunt is pushy as fuck… She’s the one pushing this job on me. I love/d sushi… But the first two weeks of work I had DREAMS of sushi. I’ve noticed i’m starting to underappreciate family more and more. I love my FAMILY, but … relatives. My aunt is too buggy and I hate her personality/presence.
It sort of pisses me off I haven’t watched an episode of anime in almost two months. I have no free time. If I’m not working I’m sleeping or applying to other places so I can GTFO. I didn’t even get paid for the first week of work(i was supposed to) but I don’t even feel like saying anything because I sucked the first week and talking to my supervisor Is so difficult it’s almost painful.
^Well, shit. That’s what happens when I write/type when irritated. Sorry for the long wall of text…
I have always been alone.
At this moment, I want to say something along the lines of, “Just end this all for me” or “Someone take me away”… But I feel more and more relatable to the idea that I’m alone. Noone is reliable anymore.
I feel I’ve always had that ‘lone wolf’ kind of character. If i was still a kid I’d think the idea of being one was cool but… I don’t want to be…
I am awkward. I’m naturally quiet and soft-spoken. I can never relate to anyone else. I just don’t seem compatible with people.
